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My life is pretty low key. It’d probably be boring to a lot of people, but i’m not bored with it.
I have today, tomorrow, and the next day off work. That’s nice. Then I have to work 7 days straight. That’s not all that nice.
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You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren’t you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.
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I guess James just got a new job. Well, I asked if he officially has it and he said “pretty much.” It’s another job coloring comics. It’ll bring in a LOT of money. Having that amount of money seems insane to me. I wouldn’t know what to do with it all. I love money, but i’m not the kind of person that needs an excessive amount. I’d like it though so don’t hesitate to bless me with a lottery winning, okay world? Anyway, so if this job goes over well then maybe for a while I won’t get down to only $2 in my wallet. 
A lot of you guys have been commenting saying that the painting I posted in my previous entry is finished how it is… I dare say not! I could never let it go just like that. I already know what I’m going to do with it, what it’s going to say, everything. I just have no motivation to complete it. If I left it how it is though, it’d just end up torn in half. That’s what happened to one of my other paintings. I broke the canvas in half, then tore it with a knife. I guess that’s what happens when I really hate a painting.
I think I’ll really like this painting though, and it’s counterpart. Yes, there will be a second painting to match it. It will be the same painting but complete opposite, if that makes any sense to you.
aaannarose commented with an idea for a video. Honestly I don’t really like talking about myself in my videos, but I’ll take what I can get. Her idea was to do a 21 questions thing. She asked me three questions, so now I only need 18. So ask. Ask. Ask. Anything. Unless it’s extremely personal, I’ll answer. I’m really not a secretive person, so.
On a kind of serious note… Eight months ago somebody posted a video (maybe some of you have seen it) about me and Tony/thewinekone. It was pretty gross. They basically took innocent clips of our videos and turned them into something sexual by adding sexual moaning to the background. I saw it when it was first made and laughed it off (because what else can you do?)… but it’s been 8 months and James mentioned that his mom had seen it! I was really embarrassed because I don’t want her to think that I took part in making a video like that. The other day I went back to the video and looked through the comments. I was pretty horrified. A lot of the comments were accusing me of being a skank, or saying really degrading and disgusting things about me. I just want to say that I had no part in making that video and I have never once made a video that I wanted people to interpret in a sexual way. I am open and honest, yes, and you can gather from some of my videos that I’m no virgin or whatever… but I do not broadcast myself in a sexual manner nor will I ever (sorry if that’s a huge disappointment, go watch somebody else for that). I’d rather not be viewed as a sex object.
In other news, I realized this blog is a cool way to post interesting pictures.
This is me (left) and my sister Amanda (right) when we were kids. It was either right before I started Kindergarten, or when I was in Kindergarten.
Peace~
Emily
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Okay, so it’s been awhile since I had a public blog. The last two times it ended up in the wrong hands and didn’t have good results. Maybe the third time is a charm?
Today was pleasant enough. Got up, went to work (fairly good day), and came home. I honestly don’t do that much. Maybe once I start making more money I’ll be able to do more things.
I’d really like to make a video but I’m dry for ideas. I can come up with little things that’ll take up about 15 seconds, but that’s it. Nothing to really make a blog about. I hope I come up with something soon though, because I’d like to make a video.
I’m working on this painting… I like it, but for some reason a few weeks ago I just lost it. Lost the will to do it. This painting has been sitting on the easel for weeks and I can’t bring myself to touch it. I think it might be complete lack of confidence, but who knows.
As of late I am also having a hard time talking to people. Not because I’m in a bad mood or my life is going horribly wrong, because I’m not and it’s not. I’ve never been very social, but lately I just really do not feel like talking to anyone. So maybe this blog will help me better communicate with people, because just because I don’t talk doesn’t mean I don’t care about what you have to say.
Love,
Emily
